Just My Thoughts.

  "No one has the right to sit down and feel hopeless. There's too much work to do." All the time you spend moping and feeling down or being sad you could be making something of yourself! Go out and be a prime example for little kids, or even teenagers. By making yourself look more responsible in front of them you’ll make them more responsible themselves.

            Have you ever looked at someone and smiled? More than 9 times out of 10 they smile right back. It’s like an automatic reaction to mimic there facial reaction. So if you walk around smiling people will be overall happier, especially around you. Smiling releases endorphins that make you feel happier. So even if you’re pissed off or in a bad mood that day if you smile, you will feel happier than if you frown.

            Don’t just feel hopeless, make something of yourself. Go out and get a job, get a car, buy a house, find that special someone. This will give you purpose in life and make you feel like your important. Doing these things will motivate you to be a better person and a better example for others. So motivating you, you are also going to motivate others in the long run.

            Another part of the “work to be done” is always improving. Always work to make yourself better emotionally, physically, and even everything around you. So show your emotion don’t just hide it, maybe talk a counselor about controlling your emotion. Physically keep you body fit. You don’t need to be a model by any means, but live a healthy life style. Lift weights, run, jog, do push ups, sit ups, pull ups. Get moving to lose weight and you will feel better all over. As for improving your surroundings, my parents are always fixing up the house and remodeling different rooms. And looking at it before and after it blows it out of the water and makes they house so much nicer to be living in and gives you more confidence in every step living in a house that is always getting better and always improving.

10 Years Down The Road

10 years from now I see myself having a really good job, paying on a 2 story house, with a wife and 2 kids. Mind you I won’t be having the kids until 27+ (planned), I’ve got to have my fun being a kid before I want to deal with children. I plan to have a 4 car garage (of course) for the Z, Toyota GTS, a 4x4 truck, and the wife’s car. Since it holds 4 cars it’ll probably have to be built on the side, but it’s necessary. Hopefully I’ll be working an 8-5 kind of job instead of working nights so I can have time to spend with the family. Family will be a very high priority in my life, being around a lot is definitely necessary to raise a kid. I’ll probably end up purchasing a camper trailer so my family and I can go visit my parents at the lake some weekends. My parents can’t wait until they have more grandkids, they almost obsess about it. My brother has 2 but we don’t even see him once a year. But my parents have made a couple of trips up to him to see him and the grandkids. Anyways back on topic~ In 10 years I’ll definitely be out of college and probably have a job as a computer technician or as an accountant, both these jobs are in very high demand so they would be a couple of good routes to go on as a future career to pursue  for the rest of my life.. Or until I retire at 65(ish). I would rather be a computer technician, like my father, but I have always been good at counting and sorting money. So I could easily see myself doing either one 10 years down the road.

Who Would you Call?

In any moment of crisis, or emergency if there was only one person I could call,  I would have to call I would have to be my Dad. My Dad has a lot of years under his belt and knows what to do in almost any situation. Actually in any situation he would have an answer to the best of his knowledge. If I ended up in jail or got in a wreck he would be the very first person I would call. Because even though he is not going to freak out on me he still has concern, and will know what to do. Or like in a scene in a scary movie where the killer is breaking in to the house and you’re under the bed trying to call someone. That would be me under the bed calling my dad (haha). He would tell me what to do to try to stay alive and he would be there as fast as he possibly could. As much as I hate to say it I would not call my mom in these situations. Even though she would have so much more concern she would actually have to much concern and would probably just make the situation worse.

Are We The Only Ones Here?

The Question is, “Are we alone?” In my opinion, no, we are not alone. I think there is other life out there. I am a bit of a skeptic, about ghosts and us staying on earth in the afterlife. But I do believe in extremely rare situations there are actual ghosts haunting a location. Most of the time it’s just hype, like people saying a certain cemetery or mansion being haunted it’s normally mostly in the persons imagination. Like when your adrenalines up and you’re in a situation you’re not comfortable in you are going to see and hear things and then you will just over think them and ASSUME the area is haunted by some sort of a spirit or demon. But that’s the thing; it’s all just in your head most of the time. Your mind makes out things that aren’t there just because you believe so hard you actually see something. But of course there are those extremely rare occasions I was talking about where there actually is a ghost in a haunted area. This is incredibly rare and I would say this is the case less than 1% of the time. And then it could still just be someone screwing with you.

Summer before College - Lets Work

If money and finances were not a problem and I had one summer to do what ever I wanted. I would spend my summer before college working two jobs to get my car paid off as fast as I could so I wouldn’t be making payments on it next year. I know “money and finances are not a problem” in this situation but you know nothing in this life is just handed to you plus if I didn’t have a job I would just feel like such a bum with nothing to do, work is one of my favorite places to be and I hope my next job is just as good as this one. Ok ok I can see some rich uncle paying for you to go on a trip around Europe that could happen I guess but I don’t want to travel. I hate traveling, but that rich uncle isn’t just going to go out and buy you a car! If you don’t earn that car yourself over time it won’t mean near as much to you down the road anyways. Maybe that’s why the rich don’t just hand stuff out because they know that. If you hand a bum a hundred dollar bill he’s probably going to have a great night….then be back on that street corner the next day. So that’s what I plan to be doing with my summer, work two jobs and get my car payed off as fast as possible and then who knows I might end up buying another Toyota Celica to add to the collection. Later on in life I actually plan to have 3 cars through my 20’s. 1. Nissan 350z, love it so why not? 2. Toyota Celica, it’s a more casual better gas mileage car that is still very fun to drive and has that kick, just not as showy. 3. I don’t think I’ve told anyone about this one. But I plan to buy a big 4-wheel drive truck just to have for whenever it snows. I can’t stand being stuck in my driveway not being able to even get to the road in my sports cars so I’ve got to have that for when I really need out to get to work. Makes sense right?

The Educated vs. The Uneducated

An educated person is going to have plenty of responsibilities compared to an uneducated person. An educated person is much more likely to make better decisions in there day to day life that will impact and make their life much better in the late future and even the present. But the uneducated are going to only be in the present and living in that one moment. A well educated person is going to have a car payments, house payments, cell phone bills, insurance on pretty much everything, and of course all standard bills such as gas, electric, sewer, and water. And the reason they do this is so in the future they can have a very economic car for the future that will last and they won’t be making payments on anymore. They will have a house they can live in without making any payments. Also insurance to protect what you have purchased incase the unexpected happens. Always expect the unexpected, that’s the smart educated person way of life. But the uneducated person is going to have there not so great job, living pay check to pay check driving a piece of crap car that is going to break down any day. Paying rent on a house they will never own! And leaving everything they have uninsured just because they can’t afford it!! You need to get educated so your life now and life in the future will be much better and brighter for you and your family for generations to come.

Lets Get Rid of THIS!

I think the one invention I think we would all be better off without would have to be the invention of “soda.” Many of you probably don’t know just how unhealthy soda is for you. Just one bottle of Coke has 240 calories, 75mg of sodium, and 65g of sugar! And think about how often you actually drink soda. The average American drinks about the equivalent of 2 cans of soda per day. Now think about how fast that adds up. That’s about 60 per month. It would be so much healthier if everyone would drink that amount or more in water obesity rates would be cut by insane amounts. Even if people didn’t want to drink as much water but just drink juice or milk much more often as an alternative to soda it would be so much better for the world. And no I’m not pointing my finger at everyone, I know plenty of people that only drink water and juice, and actually never drink soda. They feel happier and less ran down. I mean soda will give you that buzz for a little while but after that your crash will leave you off worse then you even were in the first place. So you shouldn’t of drink the soda in the first place to wake you up. Coffee with creamer is healthier then soda, there’s so many artificial flavors and syrup in soda its just absolutely terrible for your body and people don’t see the damage it does until later on down the road.

Do You Have Courage?

Courage is the ability to do something that frightens one. In my opinion you don’t even have to be necessarily scared to be courageous. If someone else is afraid to do something and your not, you will look very brave or courageous to them. Let me give you an example. You go to Silver Dollar City with a few friends to hang out for the day. Let’s say your friend is absolutely petrified of roller coasters and your not, you absolutely love to ride them. If you ride the roller coaster in front of him he will think of you as very courageous even though you weren’t afraid in the first place. That’s where I am coming from. If others are scared of a situation and you do it, you will end up being the “hero” or the “courageous” person doing the act. Therefore you are doing something that another is too scared to do. But it also does work the other way if you’re scared of roller coasters and you ride one you are being courageous for yourself, either way I see it as all the same. Anyways, you only live once (Yolo) so be courageous! Be outgoing! Because you only get one chance and you don’t want to look back when you’re old and have regret.

Middle School Graduation

I have written a 300 page Autobiography and it just so happens I’ve decided I would like to share page 217 with you.

            Day 4745: I was about 13 or 14 years old and I was graduating middle school. This is about as big of a deal as graduating Elementary school. Everyone I knew and all my peers were dressed as spiffy as ever. Wearing a Variety of different colored dresses and dress shirts, as well as slacks, dress skirts and blouses and even a few of the guys actually wore a tie. I went ahead and went in classic band attire, which is black shoes, black slacks, with a white dress shirt. After standing outside the gym doors for what seemed like forever we finally walked in two by two branching off and going to our own seats. We sit quietly patient as Faith Strong gives her speech she had written up for the occasion. I honestly can’t remember much of it but I’m sure it was very encouraging predicting our futures and successes we would eventually achieve. Then the time had come. After three long years of middle school we each go up the stairs on the side of the stage shake a member of the boards hand and get out diploma, and walk down the stairs on the far side. I’m not entirely sure if anyone noticed but I almost tripped on the second to last step walking down. But I’m sure I was “graceful” enough that no one did. Then we all meet up in the cafeteria for cake and punch and to say our goodbyes until next year.

Word That Describes Me #Creative

The word that really describes me would have to be "Apathetic." It’s in my character that I don't show much emotion. Being apathetic means you don’t really care about much, or you lack concern or emotion.  Having no emotion helps you keep from getting hurt, you pretty much mind your own business and keep you head down in the crowd. You don’t want to stand out; you would rather not even be seen at all. You see most things as a waste of time. If you apathetic you’re not really happy; but you’re not necessarily mad or sad, your just here. You don’t really want to be here, but you wouldn’t rather be anywhere else either. Even though I am apathetic I still have morals. I can’t steal or lie on almost any occasion because that’s in my character too so I guess I do care about some things. But other than that I just keep to myself. Getting attached to anything just leads to hurt and pain.  Eventually all good things come to an end. So why risk having that good thing taken away? Because in the end it’s just going to end up hurting you. Keep to yourself, it’s better that way.

A Medium Suitcase - Busy Work.

1. A Family Picure - Family means a lot to me. Their there when you need them the most.

2. My Mazzio's Cap - I've had a lot of good memories at Mazzio's. Work feels like one of the most important places I need to be, and I want to remember that feeling.

3. My cell phone - Theres a lot of pictures and memeries on it I'd like to keep. Also being able to keep in contact with loved ones.

4. My Wallet - Don't get me wrong.. by no means is it the money in it. I just feel like I'm missing something if its not in my back right pocket. sitting, walking,.. everything just feels like somethings out of place if i dont have it.

5. My Keyring - if I ever get to go home (from where ever im going) I'd like to have a key to my house, and the key to my car.

6. Leather Jacket - I've had this jacket for about 6 years. Everytime I see it or put it on it makes me think of who i used to be.

7. Computer Mouse - Even though I dont play video games anymore, Ive played more then my fair share and the computer mouse would remind me of all the friends i made from my old clan :{CF}: in my 5 years of Gaming.

8. My Belt - Well obviously you dont want your pants to fall down! But if I wear any other belt now it feels wierd.. kind of like the wallet thing.. everything just feels out of place.

9. My 350'z Shift knob - I've only had this car for 2 months, but its the best thing I have ever bought. I Drive it everyday, unless theres snow on the ground, its absolutly terrible in snow.

10. My Class Ring - Even though School was hell most of the time, I want to remember some of it. Like the good times I had and all the friends I made along the way.