The word that really describes me would have to be
"Apathetic." It’s in my character that I don't show much emotion.
Being apathetic means you don’t really care about much, or you lack concern or
emotion. Having no emotion helps you
keep from getting hurt, you pretty much mind your own business and keep you
head down in the crowd. You don’t want to stand out; you would rather not even
be seen at all. You see most things as a waste of time. If you apathetic you’re
not really happy; but you’re not necessarily mad or sad, your just here. You don’t
really want to be here, but you wouldn’t rather be anywhere else either. Even
though I am apathetic I still have morals. I can’t steal or lie on almost any occasion
because that’s in my character too so I guess I do care about some things. But
other than that I just keep to myself. Getting attached to anything just leads
to hurt and pain. Eventually all good
things come to an end. So why risk having that good thing taken away? Because in
the end it’s just going to end up hurting you. Keep to yourself, it’s better
that way.
This post made me think of the qoute by Alfred Lord Tennyson, "'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I definitely agree that you are an apathetic person as far as I can tell. But I don't necessarily agree with your reasoning for it. It is understandable that you don't want to get hurt, but if you're never happy that seems just as bad. Pain is a part of life we all experience. Just because something must end doesn't mean it isn't worth doing in the first place. I think you should try to enjoy life while you can! I liked you explanations on the post, just some food for thought. :)
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