Unfinished Sentences - April 12

1. I usually worry about my future.. it’s so uncertain and not knowing where I’m going to end up kind of scares me. I don’t know who I’ll be with, or where I’ll be in 5 years. But I do know my family will always be there for me and that’s what comforts me.

 

2. I feel angry when I mess up. Whenever I mess up on something like at work or on a project or whatever once, I’m ok. But messing up multiple times in a row really gets my goat. Like when I have to re-do my dough at Mazzio’s three times in a row because of stupid little mistakes, such as too much water, or not enough flower, or forgot to the oil in and these things happen back to back to back that’s what pisses me off.

 

3. I’m moody when stressed out. If I’ve pulled a 55 hour work week, you probably don’t want to talk to me. Because you’re only going to get smart-a answers. I see why my boss is like this now because he works 55 hours every week, but I had to cover those hours last week while he was on vacation.

 

4. I’m happiest when I’m at work and everything is going right. When were busy but everyone is still ahead. Nobody’s arguing but rather getting there work done with a smile on their faces. That is when everything just feels perfect.

 

5. I feel confident when I dress up. Whenever I wear a suit or something that looks really classy, that’s what really boosts my confidence. When you’re lookin’ pretty fly you just can’t help but to feel more confident.

 

6. I feel frustrated when mess up. Whenever I mess up on something like at work or on a project or whatever once, I’m ok. But messing up multiple times in a row really gets my goat. Like when I have to re-do my dough at Mazzio’s three times in a row because of stupid little mistakes, such as too much water, or not enough flower, or forgot to the oil in and these things happen back to back to back that’s what pisses me off.

 

7. I feel depressed when…everything in life is going wrong, and it seems like nothing is ever going to go right again. That’s when I walked for hours late at night around town. Headphones on blaring music and just walk all night, seriously until the sun are up and it’s like 7a.m., I’ve done this at least 30+ times in the past year..

 

8. I am comfortable when I’m asleep. This may be hard to believe but my muscles are always kind of tensed up if I’m awake. Like my shoulders and my back, they just never seem to relax unless I’m passed out.

 

9. I feel nervous when I’m at work doing something new. And as I learn it I’m teaching a new person how to do it. That’s like such a bad feeling, because if you mess up your teaching the new person wrong and you have to start from scratch and go back and re-do it all the way through.

 

10. I feel sentimental when…pretty much never. I’m not a pack rat so I can throw almost anything away. Just last week I went through a box of trinkets and toys, and games I had growing up. I went through everything one by one, and I through it all away.